Thursday, August 30, 2012
Not much to say, is there a reason to stay?
So I've been feeling like shit again, hence no updates. I do have pictures of some recent shopping I've done, I've started doing something new with my hair and stuff, but just haven't been in the mood to focus on pretty much anything. In fact, it seems my depression has taken a step for the worse, seeing as I'm having a hard time getting these self-destructive thoughs out of my head. All because of a guy, how pathetic is that?! :( I've also skipped on taking my meds, which is causing me to feel somewhat under the weather. Headaches have become a familiar phenomenon throughout my day, but that's no surprise considering I've been bawling my eyes out. I can try and claim I'm over it, but no matter how many times I say it, it doesn't make it true. I was in a vulnerable state and after being so happy it just sucks to be shot down, even though I knew it could never be. Miserable thing, a heart. Can be broken while yet it remains perfectly intact.